That Sinking Feeling

9:44

*WARNING: This post was typed in Dvorak and likley will have realy bad typos.

I hate it when books do this to me. When they are awesome and I fall in love with the characters, and then they shatter everything. Arrrrrrrrg it happened with Lupin and Tonks. And it just happened again. AHETNEHTNOEA I just want to scream, Dude Brent Weeks is a brilliant, horrible evil man. That was done so damn well. I don't think it could be any more shattering. I want to know what happens but I can't cause I'm so Arrrrrrrrrrggg!

I hate it when authors do this to me.

10:06

It took me along time to type this.

I'm at 8 WPM atm

I was writing random stuff today, practicing my typing. I have no idea what it was realy about but I found writing with such slow speeds intresting. This is what I wrote. I also found a program that tracks your speed while you write in word. 9 wpm.

What have I become?  I try with all I Have but still it is destroyed. When I think of what I have done and what my intentions were it is hard to recognize the two paths that I see before me. I intend to protect my family and find in my absence their houses burnt and cattle stolen, I seek to heal and find I poison. The flowers I love wilt and die even as I water them. Is it my fate? Is it my fate to watch my intentions shattered by fortune or fate or ill will?

I wish that I could change my lot. I wish that there was a spell or some power that could change what I think of as fate into...